I'm waiting for an e-mail.
It's a kind of madness.
Checking every minute won't help will it?
Inbox. click. No new messages.
Do something else, make tea.
Return. I'll just check. Inbox, 2 new messages, click, neither is the one. Heart slumps a little. Still no sense in obsessing.
Read e-mails, my friend is well, the National Theatres new stuff sounds very worthy but not gripping.
Inbox. click, no new messages.
I won't check again until lunch unless a new message flashes up.
Well maybe just once.
Inbox, click, no new messages.